You've already gotten some great advice. Yes, keep taking your meds. Talk to people. Reach out when you need a hand. However, let me offer my own 2 cents.
Perspective is usually the most needed and least available commodity. Scratch, claw, beg, borrow or steal some...but get some.
I'm sure your financial problems and life circumstances seem devastating...they aren't. There are 7 billion folks on this rock today. At least half of them (more likely way, way more than half) are in a worse financial condition, have fewer opportunities to "get out" of them and more obstacles in their way. A similar story is true of any mental issues you are struggling to control.
If that is too esoteric to register with you, then just take an hour to go visit the nearest homeless shelter, food pantry or Soup kitchen. I know Zanesville must have a number of them. An hour spent in any of those places will undoubtedly reveal many people much worse off than you.
Are those folks "lost causes"? Should they just curl up and die? The answer is no!
Life is a race. Success in life is not defined by how well you run on an open track with no traffic. It's a marathon...so success is defined by how well you deal with traffic, bumps, tire punctures, road debris and the occasional collision. (And I hate Nascar. lol) Put another way, you are going to keep getting knocked on your ass by life. Success is not about never getting knocked down...it's about how well and how quickly you bounce back up, laugh at life and say "is that all you've got?"
Cowboy up Outraged. You can overcome this current shit...no sweat. In the grand scheme of things, these current issues ain't nothin.