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BuckeyeCrusdader


SWO (via Cincinnati)

MEMBER SINCE   September 30, 2013

Parents went to the ND at OSU game in 1995 when I was five, parents left me at my Uncle's. My dad told me who to root for before he left, my uncle and cousins were ND fans, they couldn't sway me and I puked on their couch for them trying, and OSU won. I don't really remember a whole lot about OSU football until their National Championship season when I attended their games against Cincinnati and Penn St.

Favorites

  • SPORTS MOMENT: Shot to send basketball game to OT In 6th grade lol
  • COLLEGE FOOTBALL PLAYER: Current: Haskins, Mike Weber, KJ Hill, JK Dobbins Past: Braxton Miller, Zeke, and Joey Bosa
  • COLLEGE BASKETBALL PLAYER: none
  • NFL TEAM: Bengals
  • NHL TEAM: none
  • NBA TEAM: Cavs
  • MLB TEAM: Reds
  • SOCCER TEAM: FC Cincinnati

Recent Activity

Comment 27 Apr 2019

Better than Dobbins imo. Injury concerns are real though.

Comment 05 Apr 2019

Kind of concerned I haven’t read anything on the defense working on leverage and proper angles and tackling technique... esp with Pryor practicing at deep safety and Whint at Bullet. Poor angles and tackling, poor gap discipline, and leverage killed this team at times last year.... just look at What Ash did by emphasizing it... terrible defense cost us a shot at the Natty year before... and then boom we’re holding the trophy. I hope there is a massive focus on this... otherwise I see major disappointment on that side of the ball despite all the talent.

Comment 03 Apr 2019

Thanks Cal, are you reading a lot or are you able to get out at all? I never had a bmt but after chemo I would be quarantined until white cell count was up.

Comment 03 Apr 2019

Hey LCT, I appreciate the post. I’ve been going to church and trying to study the Bible.. I wish the Catholic Church(my upbringing) taught more Bible study. We read the Bible and studied it but it wasn’t taught or studied like it was to be a part of our DNA. I am actively trying to quit porn.. I have not found it easy as I have known it is wrong for a long time, I was introduced at a young age. I wish I never saw it. I just need to stop myself and think of what it really is. It is bad on so many levels.. I feel like it’s wired my brain in a bad way and obviously it distances one from God. 

Comment 03 Apr 2019

As someone who is on a few I agree, it’s scary. But the one drug I am on possibly saved my life. Going from planning or trying to figure out how to plan the end of my life.. to not.. that’s big I suppose. I do not want to be on these drugs long term though. Depression and mental illness is a world of whys and what’s and how’s.. tons of questions and few answers.

Comment 31 Mar 2019

Still kicking which is good considering how strongly I was considering the alternative. Found a medicine that helped with that.

Still not sure of the direction of my life but I guess that’s okay. 

Trying to kick porn habit and maintain a healthy level of physical activity. I want to read more and use the internet less. I also need to work on getting more involved in the community and feeling okay being uncomfortable meeting new people.. most youngerish people probably are too.

Still so thankful for supportive family. I do advise anyone who is struggling to be open about it.. I really doubt I’d be alive if I wasn’t. Professional help is good but hopefully there are people you know love you that you can be open and honest with. 

Still have a long way to go but being alive is good.

Comment 25 Mar 2019

This game of college football has changed so much from the era of Coach Tress.  Nobody ran the spread offense. 

 I’m sorry but this is just beyond ignorant. Ohio States 2006 offense, UF, WVU, Texas Tech Air raid, Oklahoma, Oregon.... plenty of teams ran spread variations during the Tressel area. 

 
Comment 03 Mar 2019

Law =/= morality. Remember when women couldn’t vote? When non-white people had to sit on the back of the bus? But hey “as long as you don’t break the law” ... {eyerollemoji}

Comment 02 Mar 2019

Also please include CalPoppy in your prayers.. as well as my cousin who is in end stage renal failure.. she has a donor (my uncle, not her dad) but she has not been stable enough for surgery.. docs have to realize she’s not going to be in 100% shape for the transplant surgery.  

Comment 02 Mar 2019

Everyday is still a battle. Some days/times I still don’t see a future for me. I don’t want to commit suicide but some days I don’t want to live.

I sometimes have the clarity/positivity to see that this might make me a better person.. other times I don’t believe I’m capable of getting/being better.

I don’t think being a cancer survivor is the cause of my issues.. but it has caused a weird fear / self diagnosis / mild hypochondria issue which can consume my thoughts/ time.

I wonder .. Am I bipolar? Do I have mild aspergers? Is low Testosterone an issue? Do I have Klinefelter syndrome? Hypothyroidism? Diabetes? (My a1c last year was far from pre-diabetic). I am constantly stuck on “what’s wrong with me?” Vs what is good about me.

I have a 60 minute and then subsequent 45 minute diagnostic Psychiatrist appointment set.. Monday is the first and when I’ll schedule part 2. Expensive as hell and I’m glad my parents have offered to help. I am so thankful for them and couldn’t imagine going through this without them. I’m convinced my mom is a living saint. My Dad isn’t a great listener.. he tries to give me pep talks.. but his love and ability to make me laugh even when I don’t want to laugh are great.

Does anyone know of any good books on positive thinking, self confidence, and/or self behavioral therapy?

Bless you all. Go Bucks.

Comment 02 Mar 2019

I don’t think Urban will be working any fox games covering Ohio State if he works in the AD .. 

Comment 01 Mar 2019

I don’t think character issues needs to be in quotations. I hope he is a different man