I have to admit that the first feeling I get when I click to come to the site is paranoia.  This is the place that I spend the vast majority of my free time on-line and I have always loved this site, but I hate that the first feeling in my gut when I click to come here is not a positive one.  I am usually thrilled when there is no major "disaster" being reported, but I have grown to expect it on a semi-regular basis.  Sad but true.