Curious to see how my buckeye brethren feel in regards to The Game and if I am wrong for feeling this way.....

i came of age during the Cooper years and have experienced the lowest of the lows in regards to Buckeye fandom. Those experiences in The Game have hardened my soul to the point that, despite our recent domination, I only feel relief in my heart after each win. Each year, when The Game rolls around I feel as though I do not enjoy it properly. For I am more relived than I am ecstatic over a victory, and the pain of a loss far outweighs the joy of a victory. Is this just me or do others feel the same?