After a long sleepless night, reading every comment, to every post. A thought of my kids going to scum crossed my mind. It crept up on me. Like those repressed memories of busting my parents that one awful night. I feel sick. I feel dirty. I just cried. What a horrible thought. My kids wearing piss and blue. Am I wrong to feel this way? I would rather them not go to college, than to see that. Please tell me I'm right. That I'm not the only one who would feel betrayed by their kids if this were to happen. We need a plan. Like a ten step, back away from the ledge plan. I have three kids. 11,7,5 yr olds. . I buy them buckeye gear galore. I preach the OSU gospel to them. What if they backslide and end up scum. Any thoughts on this living nightmare? What would you do? How would you react? Could you disown your kids? Is the hate that deep? Have any of you had any of these horrible thoughts? What if they got the full ride, all expenses paid scum treatment? How can we prevent this from happening? I'm kinda freakin out, but I haven't slept in a few days. And now with this on my brain, I may never sleep again. Can you sleep imagining your pride and joy looking up to Brady choke? Yes, I know. I'm overreacting a little bit. I know worse things could happen. I just don't know if I could stomache this. What about you?